Growing pains

I have guilt. More specifically, I have missionary guilt. I have discovered several truths about myself that make me feel inadequate to this task that we have set ourselves upon.

Although it is easier to leave than to be left behind, we are all equally as lonely when it is all said and done.

It is easier to ask for financial help and to graciously accept it than to be the one to decide on what to spend your friend's hard-earned money that they put in your personal trust.

It is so much easier to talk about doing something radical for God than it is to be alone in a place with nothing and no one, except the assurance that you are in the will of Him who loves you.